he's TAKEN !?!

i guess it wasn't meant to be or something. how stupid of me, thinking that we would be together once again, and this time the relationship would be great. i've been hurt so many times by guys' actions it's pathetic. this one guy in particular has made me jealous, without meaning to. he's a great guy; i wasn't, i guess, worthy of him, well in my point of view. my friends didn't approve of him; he was different from what they expected i would like. there was more of a silent bond between us. we didn't have to be all over each other; we never even held hands. we would side hug and stand really close to one another to the point where i could feel the warmth of his body next to mine.
i honestly felt crushed by his next relationship, though, i was greatful that he at least waited three months before dating again. we got close again at the beginning of our FRESHMAN year. though his relationship kinda ruined it for me.
i still like him, no doubt about it. i wish he would give us a second chance. well, either way, i want him to have fun and be with someone he likes even if that girl isn't me.
(:
i'll miss you MWS.

The average person burns 26 calories when kissing for a minute.

More than 11 million teens regularly view porn online.

Not mad, apparently.

Im not mad that my dad's been gone for a day and a half and i just found out where he was. I'm strangely not worried anymore even though he's drunk.

Realization of the Day.

umm guess i'm sorta dating an 18 year old that lives in california.

At Rosas's.

Rosa's dad is hilarious and so is his little brother, alli, they make me a Tien crack up. I'm having an awesome time at Rosa's.

Realization of the Day

gaby, my sister, and i are pretty decent photographers.

Realization of the Day

Snow.. is slippery !! c:

Topic : Awww(:

what makes  you aww? have you ever, ever been wooed? have you ever felt love towards someone but you  weren't in love with  them?  do  you want to  get married?  are you married/engaged?  do you believe in marriage? can you  make a  commitment that big? have  you seen a  functioning relationship? i  believe  that most if  not all of these questions can be include in the big "wonderful" v-day. i personally  have never been a huge fan of this "holiday" if that's what  it is.  just  some stuff  that i've been  thinking about..  just  thought i'd let you know(: whoever you are reading  this and not  following me.