April 30, 2010

Freshmen Baseball !

Well.. today was pretty good.
i went to the Vols freshmen baseball game.
& i hope we won and we probably did cause we played against sam houston.
maynne, i really want to go to the game tomorrow against summit.
hopefully my dad wont have to work tomorrow.
ahh.. michael was having a off-ish day. he's so cute(:
he made a bad throw to erik, who was pitching, and someone made a run.
&then when he was run the bases the fucking blind ass nigga umpire said that he didn't touch the home plate.
WHICH HE DID! ughh.. what a dumb ass.
on a lighter note my other friend Guillermo made a run. i think he was the first from sam to make a run. idk idr.

April 25, 2010

Sheet Music

Who knows where i can get good cello sheet music, cause i need to practice new material.
The stuff from school is pretty easy and boring. I found a site by Eugene Friesen, an amazing cello player and instructor who will be instucting at the acoustic string festival @ Berklee in Boston, MA.

I found his site for sheet music :
http://www.celloman.com/sheet_music.shtml

That's all i've got so far, i would very much appreciate your help on my quest to find a great piece. (:

April 02, 2010

ehh; FML

so.. im thinking about high school; my SOPHOMORE and JUNIOR years.

am i going to graduate on time ? what mandatory classes have i not taken, and when will i be able to take them ? should i take summer courses ? what sport should i play ? will HE and i be together ? should i go to Sam Houston/Arlington High my junior year ? too much crap is going on for my liking..

man, i need some dresses(: and ballet shoes(:

March 28, 2010

It's time to reevaluate.

& there's no doubt about it..

March 24, 2010

Reblogged from anditslove

March 08, 2010

gone ?!

she's gone.
my mom is gone.
this time
i hope it's not for too long.
it's like she was never mine.
even though she's been gone before,
this time we don't know what's in store.
her mother is coming near the bend
and we're not sure how it's gonna end..
she could die,
she could come back alive;
possibly stronger than before
cause she would no longer be at death's door.

March 06, 2010

yes! UIL here i come!!!

i am sooo GLAD that i passed all of my classes! Because.. if wouldnt have then i wouldnt be able to play at UIL on wednesday. And UIL is a hugeee deaal to me anyways and it should be for all other competitors.

I cant believe i got a 73 in english. MS. Wheat must hate me. She's given me straight 70s in her class. I realllly thought i deserved at least an 82 or 80 but another C ?!? Good Bye chance of getting into UT or any other college or university for that matter.

February 25, 2010

he's TAKEN !?!

i guess it wasn't meant to be or something. how stupid of me, thinking that we would be together once again, and this time the relationship would be great. i've been hurt so many times by guys' actions it's pathetic. this one guy in particular has made me jealous, without meaning to. he's a great guy; i wasn't, i guess, worthy of him, well in my point of view. my friends didn't approve of him; he was different from what they expected i would like. there was more of a silent bond between us. we didn't have to be all over each other; we never even held hands. we would side hug and stand really close to one another to the point where i could feel the warmth of his body next to mine.
i honestly felt crushed by his next relationship, though, i was greatful that he at least waited three months before dating again. we got close again at the beginning of our FRESHMAN year. though his relationship kinda ruined it for me.
i still like him, no doubt about it. i wish he would give us a second chance. well, either way, i want him to have fun and be with someone he likes even if that girl isn't me.
(:
i'll miss you MWS.

February 21, 2010

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